Thinking of you...and hoping for a good path for you back to pre-stroke BPT. It’s a jarring experience.
I hope that you can find some aspects of this shitty experience as positives and focus on them as you work on your well being. You’re alive and have a chance to do the things you haven’t done, change the things you need to change and say the things you want to say!
Good luck and work on this so you can come to WCB 10. If you’re not gigging then, of course.
Jeff